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More Than a Mother’s Heart

January 2, 2016 by natalie

It’s been a little over two years now since God gave me the privilege of becoming a wife and mom. Through many ups and downs, challenges and joys, God has knit our hearts together and made us a family. As I was reflecting on what God has shown me about having a mother’s heart over these last two years I was inspired to write the following poem. It’s a glimpse into what I have experienced, and I think any mother of adopted children will relate.

More Than a Mother’s Heart

It happened unexpectedly
Less like butterflies I’d heard about
More like vertigo
Like my world being turned upside down.
A man
Four children
All gifts to me from God
The answer to my prayers
The dreams I never knew I had.
Was I ready
A questioning counselor probed
To be a mother
To these precious souls?
No
Of course not
How could I know what to be
what to expect?
But a stronger hand was holding mine
Leading me
Gripping me
Keeping me from falling
From turning back
From missing the blessing.
The journey continued
And prayers sprang forth
Every day
From the depths of my soul
As I gazed into expectant eyes
And welcoming faces
To have the heart a mother would
To love them as my own.
It’s different though
A friend insisted
The love for those adopted
Not quite as real
Not quite as strong.
My broken heart raced to my knees
To plead with God again
Don’t let it be true
Surely my heart is big enough
To love
As any mother could.
It was then God whispered
Words of truth
Enlightened me
Surrounded me
Filled me
With length and breadth and height and depth
Of love beyond compare
To stand the test of time
To conquer every foe
To surpass all bounds.
And I knew
That He could give me more
Far more
Abundantly more
Than I could ask
Or imagine
Even more than a mother’s heart.

Filed Under: Especially For Parents, Personal, Poems

To Be A Mother After God’s Own Heart

February 23, 2015 by natalie

A paradox too great for me
That God who knows I’m dust
Would count me yet of priceless worth,
Redeem me at great cost.
Dear child, I want to show each day
This mystery is true –
You’re made of dirt and yet, my love,
I give my life for you.

Filed Under: Poems

On Getting Tasks Done

January 28, 2015 by natalie

One of my favorite poems is one by Matthew Arnold called Morality. I don’t remember where I first heard or read it, but the first stanza has been etched in my mind for years:

We cannot kindle when we will
The fire which in the heart resides;
The spirit bloweth and is still,
In mystery our soul abides.
       But tasks in hours of insight will’d
       Can be through hours of gloom fulfill’d.
These words have often compelled me to put all of my energy into the task at hand, especially when I am feeling thoughtful or creative, because undoubtedly just around the corner are awaiting moments of “gloom” in which I will be unable to complete such tasks. So whether it’s lesson planning, writing, composing a song, planning a dinner menu, organizing a family outing, or any of a multitude of activities, I try to make the most of the moments when I have an idea or inspiration. Because if I let my creative juices flow into diligent efforts in those moments, then we will all reap the benefits of those hours of labor in the moments when I feel uninspired and drained. Instead of presuming upon the future, let’s make the most of the “hours of insight,” redeeming the time in every way possible!

Filed Under: A Lifetime of Learning, Advice and Tips for Writers, Inspiration for Families, Personal, Poems

Costless Christianity

January 8, 2015 by natalie

Living for Jesus-
what does that mean?
Can’t I still play
on my basketball team?

Living for Jesus-
how do I know?
Can’t I still watch
my favorite show?

Living for Jesus-
how will it end?
Can’t I still keep
my very best friend?

Living for Jesus-
will it be fair?
Can’t I still dress
with cute clothes and hair?

Living for Jesus-
what will I find?
Can’t I still own
what’s rightfully mine?

Living for Jesus-
how is it done?
Can’t I still have
a life that is fun?

Living for Jesus-
what is the key?
Can’t I be blessed
while living for me?

The Cost of Discipleship According to Jesus
“So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple.” (Luke 14:33)

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it.” (Matthew 13:45-46)

How do we convey to our children the surpassing worth of Jesus Christ compared to anything and everything in this world? How do we lead them to the truth that if they will lose their life for the sake of the gospel, then – and only then – they will truly find it?

Filed Under: Personal, Poems, Thought Provoking

A Trio of Haiku

June 26, 2013 by natalie

When a friend and I were talking a few weeks ago, the subject of Haiku came up. I was intrigued, so did a bit of research on them. After learning more about their history, the traditional structure of 17 sounds divided into three phrases of 5-7-5, and reading some samples, I was inspired to experiment with this Japanese form of poetry. I especially love the juxtaposition of two ideas represented through vivid imagery. Although most Haiku are nature-centric, I tend to be more inspired to express ideas or truths gleaned from Scripture, so that’s what I ended up using for my first several attempts at writing Haiku.

I enjoyed the challenge of condensing something rich and meaningful into so few syllables; it seems like a good exercise for anyone who would like to hone their thinking and writing skills to communicate more effectively with others. Here are my first three Haiku, the last one being essentially a restructuring of a striking quote by Lorne Sanny in this brief devotional:


heart within battling
united in truth against
deception lurking.


whispers to heaven
through world’s chatter, confusion
God hears. He listens.


unselfish concern
freely accepts another
seeks his good – that’s love.


I look forward to experimenting more with this art form in the coming days and perhaps even branching out into some less familiar territory to tap into observations of nature and more imaginative distinctions between independent ideas.

Filed Under: Poems

A Lesson from the Lives of Joseph and David

May 2, 2013 by natalie

Linked as one
we’d never guess
that suffering by design
should attend success;
But God ordained
and then did show
for whom He calls
that it is so.

Inspired by the following verses and the reality that success and suffering are not mutually exclusive.

“The LORD was with Joseph, and he became a successful man.” Genesis 39:3

“But the LORD was with Joseph and showed him steadfast love and gave him favor in the sight of the keeper of the prison.” Genesis 39:21

“And David had success in all his undertakings, for the LORD was with him.” 1 Samuel 18:14

Filed Under: Personal, Poems

A Poem of Resurrection Thanks

April 3, 2013 by natalie

Grant me, Lord, a heart of thanks
and gratitude to stay
the tide of selfish murmurings
that often plague my way.

Blameless I would rather be
though dwelling in the midst
of crooked men despising life
and walking in darkness.

Breaking forth into the fray
a beam of light declares
there is a greater word of truth
transcending worldly cares.

Christ who died now lives again
his power knows no bounds
for though the fiends of hell laid siege
they could not keep him down.

From beneath the weight of sin
that deigned to crush and kill
the Son of God with cruel hate
he rose and reigneth still.

I would bury once for all
the sin that clouds my mind
with thoughts that burden, weigh me down,
and chain me to their lies.

Crush them, Lord, so I may run
and labor not in vain
to shine a full and glorious life
till Christ returns again.

Living now by faith poured out –
it is my offering –
Be glad, rejoice with me today
with hearts of thanksgiving.

Inspired by Philippians 2:14-18,
“Do all things without grumbling or disputing, that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world, holding fast to the word of life, so that in the day of Christ I may be proud that I did not run in vain or labor in vain. Even if I am to be poured out as a drink offering upon the sacrificial offering of your faith, I am glad and rejoice with you all. Likewise you also should be glad and rejoice with me.”

Filed Under: Poems

Jesus Paid it All

March 31, 2013 by natalie

So incredibly moved on this Easter morning by the lyrics of this timeless hymn:

  1. I hear the Savior say,
    “Thy strength indeed is small;
    Child of weakness, watch and pray,
    Find in Me thine all in all.”

    • Refrain:
      Jesus paid it all,
      All to Him I owe;
      Sin had left a crimson stain,
      He washed it white as snow.
  2. For nothing good have I
    Whereby Thy grace to claim;
    I’ll wash my garments white
    In the blood of Calv’ry’s Lamb.
  3. And now complete in Him,
    My robe, His righteousness,
    Close sheltered ’neath His side,
    I am divinely blest.
  4. Lord, now indeed I find
    Thy pow’r, and Thine alone,
    Can change the leper’s spots
    And melt the heart of stone.
  5. When from my dying bed
    My ransomed soul shall rise,
    “Jesus died my soul to save,”
    Shall rend the vaulted skies.
  6. And when before the throne
    I stand in Him complete,
    I’ll lay my trophies down,
    All down at Jesus’ feet.

by Elvina M. Hall (here’s a site with a bit of history about the author)

Filed Under: Personal, Poems

Before the Rooster Crows Again

December 19, 2012 by natalie

This year I’ve been doing a rotation pattern through Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Lamentations for my regular Bible reading. I decided to take a break this month, though, to read through one of the gospels in preparation for Christmas. When I reached chapter 14 of Mark, I was struck by the dramatic image of the rooster crowing. After Peter’s first denial of Jesus, verse 68 narrates, “And he went out into the gateway and the rooster crowed.”

Did Peter hear the first crow? If he had, would it have stirred his memory of his recent conversation with Jesus? Instead, Peter persisted in his ignorance of Jesus, and concluded his defense with a curse and the declaration, “I do not know this man of whom you speak.” The narration continues in verse 72 with these haunting words, “And immediately the rooster crowed a second time. And Peter remembered how Jesus had said to him, ‘Before the rooster crows twice, you will deny me three times.’ And he broke down and wept.”

This poignant account of Peter’s denial brought conviction to my heart and made me wonder how many times I, like Peter, have spoken and acted in a way that denies any acquaintance or friendship with Jesus. From those wonderings came the following poem:

Before the Rooster Crows Again

Before the rooster crows again
listen to your words –
the testimony of your faith
and who you really are.

Before the rooster crows again
stop and contemplate –
the beating of your heart that speaks
of loyalty or shame.

Before the rooster crows again
think of what He said –
the words that pierce expose the sin
of over-confidence.

And when the rooster crows again
look into His eyes –
the mingled sorrow drowned in love
still true though I deny.

Filed Under: Poems

Make Me Ready, Willing, Lord

November 14, 2012 by natalie

Make me ready, willing, Lord
To sacrifice and suffer more
To send the name of Jesus forth
To every one throughout the world.

Make me faithful daily, Lord
To walk in love, my life outpoured
To speak with grace in every word
To all men kind, and none ignore.

Make me pure and holy, Lord
To be like Him whom I adore
To shine the truth till all’s restored
To dwell in joy for evermore.

Filed Under: Inspiration for Families, Personal, Poems

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